At this sem, I have to work while studying. I have over spent last sem, now I don't have enough pocket money. I don't want to ask from my family. Don't wanna increase their burden and sadness anyway. Furthermore, I also need to attend chinese orchestra practice because I have to perform in week 2 and week 3. These 2 weeks I have been so tired, luckily I got 2 days to rest in a week.
Now is week 2, the performance is on this Friday, and yet, I just attended one practice only, other time, I was working. Working, studying, practising for performance and wushu practice, I have to give up two of them so that I won't be so tired. I don't even have time for my darling. His kidney got problem, all I can do is stay besides him and give any help he wants, I feel so useless, can't do anything else for him. Why the God always give all these tests to me? Maybe He wants me to know more about concerning others, especially those who are close to me. May be He wants me to learn how to appreciate with what I have.
Lastly,may God bless my darling to be free from any diseases and stay healthy forever. I don't wanna lose him...for sure.
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