展开人生新的乐章

终于熬过了大学的日子。当中有苦，有乐，有多少辛酸自己知，有多少委屈自己懂。在大学生涯里，曾经遇见过无数的人与事，有的让我伤心难过，有的让我欢喜，也有的协助我的成长。感谢那些曾经伤害过我的人，是你教会我凡事要尽量的沉住气，伤心过了还是要坚强的站起来面对每一天。感谢在我失意期间一直不断鼓励和陪伴我的人，也特别要感谢在我失意时遇见了你，我的面包，是你让我改变，变成现在的我。如果当初没有你的存在，我想今天的我将会是落魄的过街老鼠，永远都抬不起头来见人。感谢那些曾经帮助我的人。虽然你们只是我在大学生涯的过路人，但是，因为有你们的帮忙，我才能熬过那段艰苦的日子。不管我遇到什么苦难，你们都会想办法帮助我，陪我度过难关。至今，我们都已各奔东西，各有各的生活，在此希望大家能够过得安好，平平安安，幸福快乐。

人，一旦长大了，就会开始怀念以前的日子。像现在一样，虽然刚离开大学的生活两个星期，我已经开始怀念与朋友们疯狂的大学的日子。偶尔会想象大家可爱逗趣的摸样，一起辛苦练习及筹备演奏会，一起筹备event, campaign,和做功课，赶报告，一起吃饭喝茶谈天说地，互相诉说心事等等。当我回顾大学的日子时，我会大声的说：“我的大学生涯没有白过，因为我学会了付出、珍惜、坚强以及爱护身边的人。”

大学毕业了，该是时候要像个大人的摸样生活了。我是这样告诉自己的。在这两个星期里我不断地在应征工作，只希望找到三餐能够温饱肚子的工作，要求不高。你可以说我没有理想，没有想要建立自己的事业线，可能我连自己要如何选择我自己的事业线也不知道。我会告诉你，我有我自己的理想，就是想要成为世界顶级的打击乐手，可是理想终究是理想，不能填饱肚子。现在我只是想努力赚钱给妹妹念大学，过后才打算自己的生活。

是时候要好好加油工作了。不要想太多，一切顺其自然吧。

2014-Horse Year, Bad Beginning of the year

2014, supposed to be a new year with new hopes, new wishes, new environment and everything starts new. It is a year where all the challenges come and I shall learn on how to face them.
January 2014, I start my internship at a hotel. This is my first time working in a hotel and I am totally new to the hotel. I enter without any relevant study background, learn everything as fast as I could. Luckily, I managed to pick up everything within a month. Colleagues and manager are nice, being friendly, always share their previous working experiences with me and teach me patiently. I know I am not a fast learner and I try my best to pick up everything being taught to me. I feel so glad that I have a bunch of friendly and helpful colleagues.

This is also the time when it tests on my relationship. We never been seperated for so long and it is hard for us to meet up with each other since he is working at Singapore right now. I always feel lonely even though I am staying with family. Maybe you will say that I should be glad that I still have family by my side, but still, I don't like staying with family. 我已经习惯了自己在外面生活，突然间搬回家里感觉很奇怪。在家里，有很多东西和地方好像变得很陌生了，感觉上这不是我的家了。

I believe that I have did my best during my internship period. But, somehow, I still got complaint from hotel guest. I really do not remember what did I say on that day. What I can recall is I did not say any rude or unprofessional words or sentences to guest. But if I really did say it, I apologized and signed on the counselling letter already. It depends on the management's decision whether I can stay until my internship ends or they will terminate my internship. Hope fully they will allow me to continue my internship at the hotel until my intern ends. 难听的说一句，你不想看到我，同样的我也不想要看到你。在我面前说一套，在我背后却做另外一套。是谁答应我说那不会影响到我的实习，我才会签下那张白痴的信？是谁信口旦旦的告诉我你相信我，你会没事的，我才会天真的相信你这个无耻之徒？

What will happen if I failed my internship now? Graduation will be delayed, my study report will get bad comment, have to repeat internship and waste another RM1.5k and 3 months time. I not that stupid until I will ruin my own internship. Why all the evidences pointed at me? That makes me sound like I am lying to the whole world and nobody trusted me.  All I requested is your trust, and yet, you chose to lie to me and betray my trust.If death can clean the charges on me, I will jump down from the 20th floor of the building without a doubt and I shall curse you and hunt you down to hell with me and suffer the way I do.