Wednesday, June 13, 2012

To be Loved Again

Am I just being too sensitive? Or I am just being too naive?
I admit that I am an attention seeker, not from anybody but you
Only you that I care about, I hope for the equal amount of attention that I have given to you
Only you, my beloved one, has the right to interfere my emotion, my mind, my soul
And that is only you  I care about, nobody else
Is it a necessary to leave me alone and do your own stuff?
You might think that everything you did is wrong to me,in fact, it doesn't
I do not mind what you want to do or where you want to go
or who you want to talk with, it is none of my business
The only thing I care about is how much you love me and show it to me
All I want is show your love to me and I will be able to feel safe all the time
Just don't leave me alone and focus on your stuff
Please do not make me feel that I am all by myself although you're besides me
I might not be able to share your interest, I might not be able to give any opinion to you
Although I know nothing about your world, I still willing to stay in your world and try to accept all
because it is part of you and I know it cant be separated from your life
I might not be the most important person in your heart
But please, try to make me feel I am important to you by showing it
Your action is the best encouragement for me to carry on my journey to catch up with your foot step
I dont need a pro gamer, I only need a lover, from you
To you, you might think that you have done good enough to me
Try to think of it, when is the last time you kiss me? when is the last time you hug me nicely?
When is the last time you flirt with me? When and when, is the last time you said you love me?
All these are simple actions, and yet, it carries huge meaning to me
It shows your love and your attention to me, just show it to me
Like you used to do it at the beginning of our relationship, make me feel love again and all time
I know I have been annoying on this issue, but that is all I want, not materialistic, just you
My love~ you are my everything. I dont care how much I need to sacrifice just for you to say I love you
I shall wait, until the day
I give up on this once most precious relationship and the most important man in my life

Sunday, June 3, 2012

多管闲事的结果

难道这次是我太冲动了吗?还是我太多管闲事了?
难道这次真的是我下错了决定吗?
我的苦心,都是为了大局着想,
难道这也算是一种错吗?
要说错,我做得最错的决定就是通知你
一个人有多重要,不是在意他的身份
而是旁人如何看待他
他的存在,是否有意义,
除了当事人的个人修养、资历和性格
还是旁人决定要如何看待他
没有人想要无端端被别人憋得一肚子气
也没有人愿意把事情做得太绝情
你可以说我可以选择不要去理会别人的说法
我的出发点是为了大局着想
既然我能够把道理说通了,你却觉得我不尊重你的话
对不起,我已经尽力了
既然你怪我们多事,你也不能怪我们对你无情
是你看不起我们处理事情的手法
你也不想想,当初我们会想到要找你商量事情
是因为我们觉得你的意见比较中立
也想询问你对事情的看法和见解,
没想到你会觉得如此委屈
以后大家就各走各路,你也看不见我们这眼中钉,心头刺
这样,你开心吗?